你看到时间的模样吗？

你看到时间的模样吗？

tik tak .. tik tak .......

tik tak... tik tak....

秒针一步一步顺着时钟绕。

60步形成了一分钟。

之后，分针也有样学样，

跟着秒针绕着时钟走。

60步形成了一小时。

顺着，

一小时绕啊绕了24圈，

又形成了一天。

走着走着，

365天形成了一年！

时间就这样继续走着。。

我在不知不觉中，竟然也跟着绕了18年！

不知过了多少时，分，秒。

时间在过着，我却没察觉。。

时间真的过得好快。。

好像自己并没做过什么真正有意义的事。。

这样，离开中学已有一年了。。

开始怀念当时的时光，

总充满快乐，喜悦。。

即使有不快乐的时光，还是有本事开心地度过。

现在，反而怪怪的。。

总忘了当时是怎么度过悲伤时刻。。

所以，

现在若不开心，就想想之前是怎么度过的！

这是我给自己的话。

最近怎么爱上写BLOG了？

哈哈，而且是以华语的。

总觉得华语跟英语的差别是

华语比较能把真实的感受诠释出来。。

英语比较显得高贵但总感受不到当中的感觉。。

最近也爱上了五月天 ！

不是现在才爱上，

而是又从新以另一个角度爱上了。。

总让我又想奋斗的感觉，冲动！

梦想！

好好，活着！

今天，得知了一个噩耗i。

不幸的，我的一位朋友因车祸去世了。。



* 怎么会这样 ？*

*怎么那么突然？*

脑是这样想着。



联想起，人生有几个十年？？

不知道。没人能知道。



这一秒想到的东西，赶快去做！

活在当下最为快乐，实际 。。



梦想。在远方。。

努力接近梦想，此生才不会有遗憾。





放肆地追梦！

song by mayday
但是，時間不等人，如果不放肆的闖，
那麼有些事情，真的是「現在不作，一輩子都不會作了」。

每一個險惡的浪，都會有浪花綻放，
越是逆境，才越是有美景。
我，決定一邊衝浪，一邊欣賞。




放肆

想太多又想太重的夢想 還不如乾脆不多想

每一個險惡的浪 都會有浪花綻放

我決定邊衝邊欣賞

牛頓要我們都活在地上 偏偏我就想要飛翔

要掙脫命運綑綁 要推翻柏林圍牆 要站上巨人的肩膀

夢想永遠是逆向 一路都有人阻擋

人們說的荒唐卻是我的心中的天堂 ！

就放肆愛放肆追 放肆去闖 放肆的大鬧一場

不能原諒 如果很多年後 我還是這樣

就放肆愛放肆追 放肆去闖 放肆是我的信仰

再不去闖 夢想永遠只會 是一個夢想

哥倫布只要有一顆星光 就膽敢橫越大西洋

我還有一把吉他 我還有一群死黨 為什麼還不大聲唱

達爾文假設生命是戰場 就讓我基因不投降

把傷痕裝滿手掌 把鼓聲裝滿心臟 把歌聲裝滿肺活量

夢想永遠是逆光 只有剪影的模樣

會有什麼細節 什麼體驗？ 不要只猜想！

人生的试验课

不知不觉中，来到了12月。。

即将来临的正是等待着我们的2010，亦说明了2009的结束。。

2009 年，

大家过得怎么样啊？

快乐，真实，愉快，空虚，难过，惊喜？？ 等等。。。

夹杂着多种情感的我。。

起初，很无聊的度过了我的2009年初。。

而剩下的2009，我认真的活着！

疯狂的追逐五月天~~

参与羽球比赛~~

学习怎么失去一个人~~

拼命的k书~~

快乐的度过18th生日~~

狂热地唱歌~~

学会了跌倒。。
再坚强地爬起来，等待下一次的挫败！
人生或许就这样才精彩！
成长在等待我们，而我们期待着成长。
我知道，总有一天，这些将是我回头一看甜蜜也珍贵的青春。。
青春是人生的试验课，错也错得很值得
总有一天我们都老了，不会遗憾就ok了 ！
接下来的，要放肆地追寻梦想，实践梦想！
世界极大，在某个角落，会有我留下来的痕迹。。
拼了命的热爱生命！

libra

天秤座

　　優雅的天平在燈紅酒綠中微笑轉身，顧盼神采，灑脫如同水中的魚。他們與紅酒，水晶杯，晚禮服，鋼琴曲是那 麼的相得益彰，漫不經意的吸引著公眾的眼光……　　幾乎所有人都有這樣一種印象：　　天平座的人善意、可親，愛交朋友。於是大家也由此認為天平是群居生 物，必然是害怕獨處，喜歡熱鬧的。但，事實並不是表面看來那樣簡單。　　

的確，天平是個和平使者。在公眾場合可以很好地調節氣氛使之均衡。氣氛熱烈時，他 們會沉靜的壓住陣腳；氣氛冷凝時，他們會運用不著痕跡的輕鬆幽默化解堅冰。總之他們不會隨波逐流去助長氣氛的冷熱，而是像用天平稱量物品一樣，加減砝碼， 使之維持水平狀態。　　

而他們在做這種加減的時候，動作是優雅的，態度是和悅的，看起來漫不經心不動聲色。實際上，他們是很有心計的人，儘管眾口難調，也 可以找到一種萬全的方式來使全局和諧起來。　　但是這並不是說他們喜歡主宰，只是因為他們看不得失衡，那會使他們如坐針氈。　

因此，儘管慵懶的天平座討 厭麻煩，討厭得要命，他們還是會不由自主地擔負起調節的責任。也許正因如此，使得天平在公眾場合從未放鬆過自己。性格使他們承擔了不必要的責任，無可推 卸。　　

他們不吝惜金錢，卻吝惜自由的時間和安靜的休閒時光。像所有風向星座一樣，他們喜歡自由，喜歡像風一樣誰也捉不住他。　

他們喜歡自在獨立的空 間。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他並不喜歡如此，儘管他不會直接說出來。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也許半年也沒有音信，但是 只要一見面，你還是他最好的朋友。因為他就是這種交友方式，你拿他怎麼辦？　　

"我懶得……"　　這是天平座的口頭語。他們懶得出門，懶得聚會，懶得應 酬……所以他們並不是很喜歡參加party。倒是寧願呆在家裡上網，看書，畫畫。他們自身是均衡的，一個人的均衡總比一群人的均衡來的容易。所以他們喜歡 獨處。　　

通 常，天平座的人會給人一見如故的感覺，因為他們有著溫婉的微笑和優雅的舉止。對初次見面的人，天平座往往表現出自己最討人喜歡的一面：善解人 意，大方，誠懇，健談。但是這種熱情勁兒不會長久。冷漠何時到來取決於你與他交往的頻率。你越是粘得緊，他就冷得越快。因為他們喜歡"君子之交清淡如 水"。不是他們不喜歡同伴，而是他們和人交往更多地關注了對方的情緒，總想著照顧對方心情，不要發生衝突，所以感覺像是在工作一樣，無法真正的放鬆。　　

較 之對宮白羊座，天平是另一種獨立的個體。白羊是一種外在的獨立，內心是熱的；天平則是表面看似親和力很強，內心卻是任誰也無法融入的。天平的冷靜，連他 們自己也覺得驚訝。"我居然如此冷漠！太不可思議了……"他們審視自己的時候，感覺有點陌生。那是因為他們把內心世界掩飾得連自己都騙過了。　　他們控制 情緒的能力太強了。最親近的人會感覺到，天平給人不露聲色的隔離感，有時會被埋怨"太冷靜了，我都不知道你在想什麼！"　　

可是他們不是故意要隱瞞什麼， 只是出於本能。一個連自己都騙過了的人，你還能要求他對你坦白什麼？　　

他們不喜歡歇斯底里，不喜歡痛哭失聲，不喜歡安慰別人也不怎麼喜歡被安慰。因為他 們懂得，誰也無法真正理解另一個人。　　

天平，其實是很獨立的一個星座。他們在霓虹燈影裡微笑，在燈火闌珊處寂寞。他們叫你懂得：孤獨的最高境界是繁華。

1234~~~

from my point of view...
life has a lots of chapters....
even meeting a stranger is also a new chapter in ur life...
eveything ig getting better ..
next week i'm gonna bak to skool ^^
continue my form 6...
hahaa....wonder how will b the life??
wakaka...muz b busy ba... ton of homeworks...
ooo ooO....somemore need to catch up wat i had missed...ahdui...
but..no regrets ^^
1 chapter juz ends n now comes another chap...
my form 6 life ~~~

finally...back to kl again.. sound a bit of boring...
er... here i would wanna thanx my frenz tat celebrated my bday 4 me tat day...

THANX TO U GUYS WHO PURPOSELY BACK FROM KL

TO CELEBRATE MY BDAY V ME...

U GUYS GV ME A WONDERFUL ONE !!

hmmm... sorry ya if my response wasn;t watu guys expected...

but from the bottom of my heart i really appreciate it a lot n alot...

but i dunno how 2 express it...

btw tis bday meant alot 2 me...

it's my 18th, my parent's anniversary n oso the mooncake festival...

my wish here...

hope tat all my frenz will b success in watever they r taking^^

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!

thanx 2 someone who is really concern bout me as a frenz^^

take care^^

哭完了

梦醒了

发誓以后不再做梦了

把不属于我的东西收好

从此的我将过得更好

或许

我们的身份注定是普通朋友

sudden feel of sympathic

hmmm... as usual i'm in the hospital luu... funny.. the patients here r all men..
i oso dunno y... For sure, i knew alot of aunties luu..hehe...
all r chinese.. but there is a sarawak iban aunty here too.. the only diff race..
(no races discrimination)^^
the focus is on her..
well, she came from Sibu , Sarawak...
her husband has been suffering 4 leukaemia..( blood cancer )
oh ya..forgot 2 introduce..
tis is a transplant ward 4 patient awaiting 4 marrow transplant..
everyone here is having at least leukaemia or more ..

back 2 the topic...
hmmm..tis lady comes from a poor family i guess....
coz every aunty brought their cooking appliances there 2 cook 4 the husbands~~
she is special...she has NOTHING at all in the pantry...
easy~~ >>she din cook..
she rely on the food provided by the hospital..
so.. the husband will take the food..
So how bout her???
erm.. she din EAT..
we found tat n the aunties including me n mum gv her our food..
if not she will not b eating.. she juz has a meal a day..

another issue..the same Iban aunty..
hmm.. here the temperature is absolutely low..extremely COLD
we would wear a layer of long sleeves n pant before wearing the linen from the hospital..
then, followed by a thick layer of jacket , socks n gloves...
she was the exceptional.. she has no jacket,socks, n gloves..she juz wear the linen..
how she stand the cold...hmmm..
now i found out..~~she sleep in the pantry 2 stay away from the cold temperature..
ooOPs..how sad when i heard bout tat....

but ..THANKS GOD !!
her husband will get the bone marrow from the husband's bro..
so it doesn't cost TOO MUCH...
release her burden...

THINK DEEPLY....~~
she n her husband r here 2 fight v the disease...
she is here 2 WIN the cancer...
they r FIGHTING FOR LIFE...

so... do APPRECIATE life...
she told me..tis was her 1st time travelling by aeroplane..
many would b in the aeroplane 2 travel..4 JOY..
instead, her experience was so bad...
the 1st time flight she got to face tis bad news,,...

i'm glad tat i hv socks, gloves, n so on 2 stay in the low temp...^^
between ... i wastouched by the aunty..hmmm...

everyone pls

APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW

搬家了...

搬家了...

一个环境优美, 宁静 , 四处无人的地方. ..


每天清晨....
只听见小鸟的吱吱叫声...
是一个与世隔绝的世外桃源吧!

可是, 怎么脸上竟是一阵阵的悲伤呢?
是的..爸爸的确搬到了一个犹如天堂般的地方..
但那家离我们好远好远..一个我们永远无法与爸相聚的家..

接受事实吧! 爸已到了另一个世界了...
突然间, 脑海里浮现了以往的日子...
多么的快乐, 多么的温馨......
这时候..脑袋里有的只有开心的画面....
仿佛从来就没有冲突与不愉快的时光....

对的..
当心爱的人一直待在你身边时,
你永远都不会感觉到他的重要..
成天注重的是与他吵架,闹得不欢乐...

直到现在..失去了..
开始怀念,珍惜了..

老爸搬家了..
而新家却位于义山..

珍惜你所拥有的一切..
things come in a sudden without noticing you,...

** er hemm.. to my frenz..tis is a story for others but in my mind ^^**

sWeeT,..

huh.. holidays begin.. gonna think of how to spend tis holiday wisely.. haha.. stupid me .. cut my finger yesterday again.. INjuREd again.. 4 injuries in 3 weeks time.. it's bad luck la..
tat day i was cutting fruits 2 make juice 4 my dad.. lolx.. maybe the knife is juz too sharp?/
i got a slightly deep cut on my finger.. blood ooze from the fingers n i started to get panic. ( coz it was really painful la) luckily dad was in the house.. he quickly took cotton n plaster
to stop the bleeding.. tat time i juz can b quiet n look how he do it.. lolx...
after tat, i started 2 feel giddy..but the juice was haven't done.. dad called to hv a rest n he'll do
the rest..i was so worry tat whether he could handle anot..i scare he got injured .. thanks god, nth bad happen.. lastly, i slept 4 the whole afternoon.. dad keep asking me how i feel..
i din feel pain but warm.. his care warms my heart.. my family was so safe 4 having a doctor in the house.. anything happen we dun need 2 worry much..(especially 4 me who always get injured ) tis is juz a simple expression of mine 4 having a caring n gentle dad.. maybe it is juz very common 4 everyoone 2 feel so.. but..i really feel different time.. learn 2 appreciate thing before it is gone..happy holiday..^^

wOnderfUl famiLy trIp^^

eR hMmm.. 19th apr was my Mum's birthday..We had a 2 days 1 night trip in ktn to celebrate her b'day in..dad booked a resort which is located on the way to Pekan..huh..the catalogue was totally different from wat we saw in the real place..Tat resOrt has water park BUT mostly for kids who r under 8 years old..u CoulD imagine how 'DEEP' it was..lolx.. Luckily there is a medium swimming pool.after we settle down straightly we went to TC.. huh..me, little bro n sis went down 2 the sea n fought v the waves.. Later then , we went back 2 the resort..We ate mum;s favourite dish- (Tom yam mihun & Rendang)as dinner..huhu^^DelicIous !! Wahaha, bout 11 sth we went down to the cafeteria to celebrate mum's b'day..SeCret ReciPe New York Cheese cake as the sUpper..Walau..We Played v the BIji Saga n later then went 2 sleep..Next Day^^ Morning 7am went 2 swim in the swimming pool..the water was damn cool man!!ahaa.. as Predicted , everyone slept till 12sth n checked out..Had our lunch in "PAK SU" , a famous seafood restaurant i think in Ktn?? Near to Pantai Balok^^the famous food there were 'crab stuff', 'salted egg sotong' and so on..after lunch, we went to Swiss Garden which is a 5 Stars hotel 4 JUz to hv a look at the beach bhind it..Fulamak..pretty nice hotel ^^ but a nite v a garden view will cost u at least RM520..Lol..better chao la..lastly, surely went to megamall luu..hmmm, bowling..nearly get the last lo..juz helped to clean the both sides little drain..hardly get into the center..lol..snooker was an interesting part..no 1 know how 2 play..even dunno how to arrange the balls..luckily we watch the 桌球天王 uuu..know bit bit la..no 1 get the ball into the holes..took bout an hour plus 2 finish it yet we entered lots times of white balls..finally finished n went back home..huh..mum n dad relax in the whole journey..tat's a great thing!!Family togetherness were damn nice..it's juz bout 2 enjoy!! n we do really enjoy very much.haha..next plan coming soon ^^..huhu